Day 3. Audacity

“Audacity” 4×4, oil on canvas, framed.

My husband pointed out to me recently (several times actually) that I do not bring the same kind of carefree boldness to sharing my writing as I do to sharing my paintings. That there’s hesitancy there. As much as I wish he weren’t, he is right. I tell people (him included) nearly every day: stop worrying about whether or not it’s good, just make the art already! And yet, when it comes to the art I might love the most– the art that uses language instead of paint– I find myself doing the same things I’ve long preached against. Turns out I have the same inner critic I thought I’d long ago banished, the same protective ego saying maybe just keep all that to yourself.

In the quiet of my morning today I formed this prayer– an invitation to audacity– that almost reckless kind of boldness that insists upon itself. The painting began as a response to a gratitude practice I’ve been cultivating, but the more I looked at her, the more I realized she was actually the fruits of that practice: boldness. Gratitude always grants me security. And it is from security that I might dare…

 

Welcome, Audacity

 

What if instead of eggshells

I walked on water

taking the calloused heels of my feet

the full width of my thighs

over the soft but sturdy

field of ocean

letting gentle waves

break into my shins–

droplets throwing themselves

at that which looks so promising 

they try to cling to it

as it moves, surely, where

it once believed itself

not fit to go

Picture of Denise Hopkins

Denise Hopkins

January 3, 2025

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